Tired
i’m really tired of going feeling like shit all the time. I try so hard to stay happy and feeling “okay” but I never can stay that way for long without something fucking it up. I randomly cry through out the day the second I think about her and I don’t even know if that is normal. I’ve pretty much said it all but for all of it to get to this point. For all of it to hurt this much after this ammount of time can’t be normal. I don’t think anyone has felt this way. I’m sure people have but no one I know. The weird thing is I don’t want her back. I think I just want to know what went wrong or if she is doing okay or something. I don’t want her , I want her to know I loved her and I want her to believe it. …..
